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([personal profile] kimberlysteele Apr. 6th, 2026 10:07 am)
There is a great deal of misplaced nostalgia for the 1980s. I lived through the 1980s and I don't think they were all that great. Now, materially they were splendid. We had everything we needed, or at least it seemed that way as a person who grew up upper-middle class. We wanted for nothing. Nevertheless, as my own childhood gave way to adolescence, things got measurably worse even though we were doing materially better than ever. I remember when factors of disintegration began to pick away at my childhood bliss, especially as puberty encroached and the pressures of sexuality began to make themselves known, not only in my body but in all the forces trying to get at me, and it was hell. The comfort of a bunch of stuff, adequate food, and shelter often breeds a special kind of boredom and frustration and the 80s made this happen for many of us, myself included.

By the time I was a teenager, I felt thrown away. I felt like I had no place to be, often literally. I was warehoused in a prison-like school. My high school was a clean but awful place where I was babysat for 7 hours a day. I could not wait to get out of it. Graduating from that pit was one of the most liberating, happiest days of my life. (Of course I was an idiot and went to college and made it worse.) 

When we look at the 1980s through rose-colored lenses, we are not seeing what built it. The 80s were Peak Israel. Only now in the cold, sober light of internet and social media do we see how much of a construct that lifestyle was. The 80s were about American hegemony on a large scale. America dominated the entire world in the 1980s, and the Empire was at the top of its game, even if we were very much past Peak Oil and in the process of selling out the working class and exporting manufacturing and other forms of gainful employment to the Third World. In my book Sacred Homemaking, I share an anecdote about a jacket that I had to have at age 9. I ended up with two of the stupid, pastel, Michael Jackson-inspired windbreakers. The only reason they were cheap was because they were made in a Chinese sweatshop. My 1980s childhood took place at the same time that textile manufacturing and production was mass-outsourced to the global south, and my ridiculous fashion choices as a 9 year old were part of the same force that made it impossible to have an entirely local clothing production company here in America. 

What I also did not see and also had no perspective upon was how world politics had converged to make my jackets possible. The systems that made up the System where what made my whole lifestyle possible, and I could not see the forest for the trees. 

To be upper-middle class is to be especially influenced (brainwashed) by media. Movies, especially, contributed to my astral poisoning back in the day. I could quote several popular movies. I knew the stars, but to my credit, so did most people and knowing them was the social currency of the upper middle class just as bawdy jokes have always been the social currency of the lower middle class. The System was happening right under our noses and it is only lately we are finding out how bad it has been this whole time. Consider the cast of the 1986 film Lucas, one of many vehicles in a small spate of years that featured prominent teenage idols Corey Haim and Corey Feldman. Both Haim and Feldman admitted to being sexually abused by men on the set of Lucas. 13 year old Haim was groomed and allegedly anally raped by 19 year old Charlie Sheen, who reportedly used a handful of Crisco and would go on to claim he would beat AIDS with his "tiger blood" later in life. I dimly remember seeing Lucas as well as other Haim and Feldman movies, never having a single clue that its stars were victims of vicious predation and sexual abuse. Not once would I have imagined that the System that tortured these children in its grist mill was run by Sabbatean Frankist, nearly-always-Jewish-identifying overlords. I certainly did not suspect the CIA or elite divisions of the US military of operating a grandiose collection of child-trafficking rings with the assistance of local and federal governments. I certainly did not understand enough to distance myself from military-industrial complex imagery that made up my programming in order to keep the System running and well-fed. 

I did not know the name Les Wexner when I worked for The Limited as a late teenager and early 20-something. Les Wexner, for those not aware, is the multi-billionaire scion who invented the Limited and all of its sister companies, many of which survive in shopping malls today. Limited, Limited Too, Express, Victoria's Secret, Torrid, Lingerie Cacique, Bath & Body Works, Yankee Candle, Abercrombie & Fitch, and even Dick's Sporting Goods belong or belonged to Les Wexner, a reportedly bisexual Epstein bestie and primary funder of Epstein's lavish lifestyle. The Limited was at the forefront of fast fashion arbitrage. When I was still a preteen and too young to work there, the Limited was the first store to instigate the trend of wearing layered henley shirts. The shirts were all the rage among tween and teen girls, and they were dramatically overpriced considering they were made in sweatshops for pennies. In order to be cool, you had to wear at least two of them with one unbuttoned or tied at the waist to reveal the other one, which was always a different color or pattern. This look was always paired with sweatshop made Guess? jeans and frizzy, teased, curly hair that was sprayed into a chemical-smelling wall at the crown and sides and greasy with mousse and scrunched in the back. 

I had all of one Henley shirt to my name in the time they were a thing, but once I worked at the Limited, I bought their clothes because I was required to do so. One of the insults of working at a Limited-affiliated retail brand is that employees were required to buy and wear the store's merchandise on the sales floor. The expectation was patently ridiculous: associates were expected to buy at least $400 worth of current Limited clothing and accessories every six months (at least) when we made less than $10 an hour. I made more babysitting per hour than I ever did at The Limited. We were also expected to be pushy. There was a Limited credit card and we were expected to get shoppers to sign up for it. I remember one young woman who came in on one of my last days at the Limited, waving her talon-like, stinking set of nail extensions as idiot me ran from dressing room to rack getting her every piece of clothing in the store to try on. After two and a half hours, she plonked over $1000 dollars of merchandise on the counter and her credit card was declined and had to leave the store. She did not seem all that upset. I think she was on every drug available on the street and otherwise and I failed to realize it, despite all the signs being there. 

Besides the Limited crap I was required to buy from rich-ass, dybbuk-hosting Les Wexner, I had my fair share of Bath & Body Works, Victoria's Secret, and Express merch and served as a walking advertisement for his brands almost as long as I could remember.  I still wear Bath & Body Works products when they are given to me as gifts. I am done personally buying from those brands now that I know the truth of them, but I am not going to be mean to my husband or my brother if they get me soaps and lotions I never disdained before this most recent year of revelation. 

I don't blame myself for my early programming and neither should you. The programming went extremely deep. It was our world. Our world ran on supply chains and mysterious agendas. We were informed by elites who used to have more power via secrecy. Social media and the internet has contributed to the visibility of that architecture, which is now beginning to crumble as a result of being exposed to the light of day. 

The more things change . . . 


I refuse to play into the fears that we soon won't be able to get avocados anymore because of the current set of wars. If it happens, it happens, but I'll be damned before I will actively worry about such an outcome. That said, things are changing at a fairly rapid pace, and I think we all need to be ready for those changes. Make no mistake, what is happening in Iran right now is a holy war, and it is not one the American empire is set to win. The holy war is against an ancient evil that merged with Christianity and Judaism to become Ba'al/Babalon. Iran's latest contributions to the skirmish have been AI propaganda videos of Trump and Netanyahu as Legos, supplicating to Ba'al as the demon demands blood sacrifice. One video has Lego Trump bragging to Ba'al about sacrificing 168 school kids, a possible reference to the bombing of an Iranian school. Ba'al, who has the Star of David on his forehead, answers not with thanks but with: "MORE! I WANT MORE!" before being hit with Iranian missiles and going up in flames. 

There is no love lost between me and the Islamic regime or its prophet, Mohammed, however, when you're right, you're right. Islam and monotheism, in my own personal belief, is drawing near to the end of its tenure as we see the rise of animism as the newest (oldest) force in the religions that will dominate the future. I reluctantly admit that the enemy of my enemy has become my friend. 

I liked Trump, which is quite obvious from some of my past essays. He was America first. He had me fooled. I never would have voted for yet another System pedophile would enter the US into another world war. At least Hillary Clinton was honest about being a warmonger, even if she could not own up to Frazzledrip. She at least had the integrity to avoid promises of no new wars. 

America needs to be concerned about the holy war aspect of the current debacle, even if Iran's Islamic caliphate worships a prophet who married a little girl who was 3-4 years out of diapers at best. We have sided with the wrong Tribe. Right now, Tel Aviv is likely in ruins and looks like the Gaza strip, but you wouldn't know it from what mainstream media reveals. I get most of my news, pathetically, from TikTok, and TikTok reports that Israel is being taken to the woodshed by Iran. At least 400 American soldiers have been killed a month into the war, not 5 or 6 as is claimed. Payback is a bitch and Israel may be wiped off the face of the map, and the darkest side of my heart hopes they are in retaliation for the pedophilia-run System they have enjoyed and enforced worldwide for the last half century or more. Killing the Ayatollah and leaving his son alive was a big mistake, as they have created a Kim Jong Un/Il parallel that begs for Bad to be replaced by Worse. It's giving John Michael Greer's Twilight's Last Gleaming, and I hope we can collectively avoid a collapse similar to Lionel Shriver's The Mandibles: A Family, 2029-2047 where the collapse of the US dollar seriously downgrades the lifestyles of a crew of regular urbanites and suburbanites until they are fighting for their lives in Weimar Germany/Argentina in 2001 conditions. 

I hope our transition to a much lower and slower standard of living is more like the oil crises of 1973 than the crises of the novels I mention above. I am not counting on it. Things are changing rapidly, such as inflation -- gas has doubled in price since a few months ago -- and whether we deny it or accept it, we must work with what we are given. I suppose we can expect nothing less than a collapse now that it is clear to all but the voluntarily blind that the whole world has been run on blackmail butt stuff with little kids and babies in lieu of earned wealth. 

It is both good and bad that the construct I grew up with in the 1980s is falling. That was that world. I don't want that world to be my world despite it coming with luxurious benefits. I would give up a lot of nice things for that world to slide into the garbage chute of history. Every night in my prayers, I devote some time and energy to praying for all of the kids who are abused or who were abused to have something that rhymes with my own childhood, whether it is in this lifetime or in a future one. I don't specifically wish for them to have the upper middle class aspect of my upbringing, nor the creature comforts or material wealth because those things were not exclusively the essence of what made my childhood healing and full of goodness. No, I wish for them the safety of having parents who are decent and who never were nor ever will be abusers. I wish upon them parents that are decent and hardworking like mine were. I wish for them to be loved and appreciated. I pray for them to have the security that money cannot buy when they are at their most vulnerable. I pray for this every night, every day, and really every hour. If this horrible System of kompromat, kiddy-diddling, and trafficking that runs the world goes away, maybe more kids have a shot at a childhood that resembles the best parts of my own. I will never stop praying for that. The misery of my 80s childhood was nearly all confined to its System-addled materialism, especially considering the wealth and stability we had despite the System. The decency of my parents and the tight-knittedness of my community made my childhood good. The Empire can fall and kids can still have a childhood that rhymes with the best parts of mine, and if it comes, it will come from a deep appreciation and gratitude for the good. It will succeed by the building of the good against all odds and against all of the forces that would seek to get at the children, because even in the backdrop of everything they tried, they still didn't get me.



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([personal profile] degringolade Apr. 6th, 2026 09:30 am)

Essay on Wotan

By Dr Carl Gustav Jung

 [First published as WOTAN, Neue Schweizer Rundschau (Zurich). n.s., III (March, 1936), 657-69. Republished in AUFSATZE ZURZEITGESCHICHTE (Zurich, 1946), 1-23. 

Trans. by Barbara Hannah in ESSAYS ON CONTEMPORARY EVENTS (London, 1947), 1-16; this version has been consulted. Motto, trans. by H.C. Roberts:]  

 

En Germanie naistront diverses sectes,

S’approchans fort de l’heureux paganisme:

Le coeur captif et petites receptes

Feront retour a payer la vraye disme.


— Propheties De Maistre Michel Nostradamus, 1555

 [“In Germany Shall diverse sects arise,

Coming very near to happy paganism.

The heart captivated and small receivings

Shall open the gate to pay the true tithe.” ]


 

When we look back to the time before 1914, we find ourselves living in a world of events which would have been inconceivable before the war. We were even beginning to regard war between civilized nations as a fable, thinking that such an absurdity would become less and less possible on our rational, internationally organized world. And what came after the war was a veritable witches’ sabbath. Everywhere fantastic revolutions, violent alterations of the map, reversions in politics to medieval or even antique prototypes, totalitarian states that engulf their neighbors and outdo all previous theocracies in their absolutist claims, persecutions of Christians and Jews, wholesale political murder, and finally we have witnessed a light-hearted piratical raid on a peaceful, half-civilized people.

With such goings on in the wide world it is not in the least surprising that there should be equally curious manifestations on a smaller scale in other spheres. In the realm of philosophy we shall have to wait some time before anyone is able to assess the kind of age we are living.  But in the sphere of religion we can see at once that some very significant things have been happening. We need feel no surprise that in Russia the colorful splendors of the Eastern Orthodox Church have been superseded by the Movement of the Godless — indeed, one breathed a sigh of relief oneself when one emerged from the haze of an Orthodox church with its multitude of lamps and entered an honest mosque, where the sublime and invisible omnipresence of God was not crowded out by a superfluity of sacred paraphernalia. Tasteless and pitiably unintelligent as it is, and however deplorable the low spiritual level of the “scientific” reaction, it was inevitable that nineteenth-century “scientific” enlightenment should one day dawn in Russia.

But what is more than curious — indeed, piquant to a degree — is that an ancient god of storm and frenzy, the long quiescent Wotan, should awake, like an extinct volcano, to new activity, in a civilized country that had long been supposed to have outgrown the Middle Ages. We have seen him come to life in the German Youth Movement, and right at the beginning the blood of several sheep was shed in honor of his resurrection. Armed with rucksack and lute, blond youths, and sometimes girls as well, were to be seen as restless wanderers on every road from the North Cape to Sicily, faithful votaries of the roving god. Later, towards the end of the Weimar Republic, the wandering role was taken over by thousands of unemployed, who were to be met with everywhere on their aimless journeys. By 1933 they wandered no longer, but marched in their hundreds of thousands. The Hitler movement literally brought the whole of Germany to its feet, from five-year-olds to veterans, and produced a spectacle of a nation migrating from one place to another. Wotan the wanderer was on the move. He could be seen, looking rather shamefaced, in the meeting-house of a sect of simple folk in North Germany, disguised as Christ sitting on a white horse. I do not know if these people were aware of Wotan’s ancient connection with the figures of Christ and Dionysus, but it is not very probable.

Wotan is a restless wanderer who creates unrest and stirs up strife, now here, now there, and works magic. He was soon changed by Christianity into the devil, and only lived on in fading local traditions as a ghostly hunter who was seen with his retinue, flickering like a will o’ the wisp through the stormy night. In the Middle Ages the role of the restless wanderer was taken over by Ahasuerus, the Wandering Jew, which is not a Jewish but a Christian legend. The motif of the wanderer who has not accepted Christ was projected on the Jews, in the same way as we always rediscover our unconscious psychic contents in other people. At any rate the coincidence of anti-Semitism with the reawakening of Wotan is a psychological subtlety that may perhaps be worth mentioning.

 The German youths who celebrated the solstice with sheep-sacrifices were not the first to hear the rustling in the primeval forest of the unconsciousness. They were anticipated by Nietzsche, Schuler, Stefan George, and Ludwig Klages. The literary tradition of the Rhineland and the country south of the Main has a classical stamp that cannot easily be got rid of; every interpretation of intoxication and exuberance is apt to be taken back to classical models, to Dionysus, to the puer aeternus and the cosmogonic Eros.  No doubt it sounds better to academic ears to interpret these things as Dionysus, but Wotan might be a more correct interpretation. He is the god of storm and frenzy, the unleasher of passions and the lust of battle; moreover he is a superlative magician and artist in illusion who is versed in all secrets of an occult nature.

Nietzsche‘s case is certainly a peculiar one. He had no knowledge of Germanic literature; he discovered the “cultural Philistine”; and the announcement that “God is dead” led to Zarathustra’s meeting with an unknown god in unexpected form, who approached him sometimes as an enemy and sometimes disguised as Zarathustra himself. Zarathustra, too, was a soothsayer, a magician, and the storm-wind:

 And like a wind shall I come to blow among them, and with my spirit shall take away the breath of their spirit; thus my future will sit. Truly, a strong wind is Zarathustra to all that are low; and this counsel gives he to his enemies and to all that spit and spew: “Beware of spitting against the wind.”

 And when Zarathustra dreamed that he was guardian of the graves in the “lone mountain fortress of death,” and was making a mighty effort to open the gates, suddenly

A roaring wind tore the gates asunder; whistling,shrieking, and keening, it cast a black coffin before me. And amid the roaring and whistling and shrieking the coffin burst open and spouted a thousand peals of laughter.

The disciple who interpreted the dream said to Zarathustra:

Are you not yourself the wind with shrill whistling,which bursts open the gates of the fortress of death? Are you not yourself the coffin filled with life’s gay malice and angel-grimaces?

 In 1863 or 1864, in his poem To The Unknown God, Nietzsche had written:

I shall and will know thee, Unknown One,

Who searchest out the depths of my soul,

And blowest through my life like a storm,

Ungraspable, and yet my kinsman!

I shall and will know thee, and serve thee.


Twenty years later, in his Mistral Song, he wrote:

Mistral wind, chaser of clouds,

Killer of gloom, sweeper of the skies,

Raging storm-wind, how I love thee!

And we are not both the first-fruits

Of the same womb, forever predestined

To the same fate?


In the dithyramb known as Ariadne’s Lament, Nietzsche is completely the victim of the hunter-god:

Stretched out, shuddering,

Like a half-dead thing whose feet are warmed,

Shaken by unknown fevers,

Shivering with piercing icy frost arrows,

Hunted by thee, O thought,

Unutterable! Veiled! horrible one!

Thou huntsman behind the cloud.

Struck down by thy lightning bolt,

Thou mocking eye that stares at me from the dark!

Thus I lie.

Writhing, twisting, tormented

With all eternal tortures,

Smitten

By thee, cruel huntsman,

Thou unknown — God!


This remarkable image of the hunter-god is not a mere dithyrambic figure of speech but is based on an experience which Nietzsche had when he was fifteen years old, at Pforta. It is described in a book by Nietzsche’s sister, Elizabeth Foerster-Nietzsche. As he was wandering about in a gloomy wood at night, he was terrified by a “blood-curdling shriek from a neighbouring lunatic asylum,” and soon afterwards he came face to face with a huntsman whose “features were wild and uncanny.” Setting his whistle to his lips “in a valley surrounded by wild scrub,” the huntsman “blew such a shrill blast” that Nietzsche lost consciousness —but woke up again in Pforta. It was a nightmare. It is significant that in his dream Nietzsche, who in reality intended to go to Eisleben, Luther’s town, discussed with the huntsman the question of going instead to”Teutschenthal” (Valley of the Germans). No one with ears can misunderstand the shrill whistling of the storm-god in the nocturnal wood.

Was it really only the classical philologist in Nietzsche that led to the god being called Dionysus instead of Wotan — or was it perhaps due to his fateful meeting with Wagner?

In his Reich Ohne Raum, which was first published in1919, Bruno Goetz saw the secret of coming events in Germany in the form of a very strange vision. I have never forgotten this little book, for it struck me at the time as a forecast of the German weather. It anticipates the conflict between the realm of ideas and life, between Wotan’s dual nature as a god of storm and a god of secret musings. Wotan disappeared when his oaks fell and appeared again when the Christian God proved too weak to save Christendom from fratricidal slaughter. When the Holy Father at Rome could only impotently lament before God the fate of the grex segregatus, the one-eyed old hunter, on the edge of the German forest, laughed and saddled Sleipnir.

We are always convinced that the modern world is a reasonable world, basing our opinion on economic, political, and psychological factors. But if we may forget for a moment that we are living in the year of Our Lord 1936, and, laying aside our well-meaning, all-too-human reasonableness, may burden God or the gods with the responsibility for contemporary events instead of man, we would find Wotan quite suitable as a casual hypothesis. In fact, I venture the heretical suggestion that the unfathomable depths of Wotan’s character explain more of National Socialism than all three reasonable factors put together. There is no doubt that each of these factors explains an important aspect of what is going on in Germany, but Wotan explains yet more.  He is particularly enlightening in regard to a general phenomenon which is so strange to anybody not a German that it remains incomprehensible, even after the deepest reflection.

Perhaps we may sum up this general phenomenon as Ergriffenheit — a state of being seized or possessed. The term postulates not only an Ergriffener (one who is seized) but, also, an Ergreifer (one who seizes). Wotan is an Ergreifer of men, and, unless one wishes to deify Hitler– which has indeed actually happened — he is really the only explanation. It is true that Wotan shares this quality with his cousin Dionysus, but Dionysus seems to have exercised his influence mainly on women. The maenads were a species of female storm-troopers, and, according to mythical reports, were dangerous enough. Wotan confined himself to the berserkers, who found their vocation as the Blackshirts of mythical kings.

 A mind that is still childish thinks of the gods as metaphysical entities existing in their own right, or else regards them as playful or superstitious inventions. From either point of view the parallel between Wotan redivivus and the social, political and psychic storm that is shaking Germany might have at least the value of a parable. But since the gods are without doubt personifications of psychic forces, to assert their metaphysical existence is as much an intellectual presumption as the opinion that they could ever be invented. Not that “psychic forces” have anything to do with the conscious mind, fond as we are of playing with the idea that consciousness and psyche are identical. This is only another piece of intellectual presumption. “Psychic forces” have far more to do with the realm of the unconscious. Our mania for rational explanations obviously has its roots in our fear of metaphysics, for the two were always hostile brothers. Hence,anything unexpected that approaches us from the dark realm is regarded either as coming from outside and, therefore, as real, or else as an hallucination and, therefore, not true. The idea that anything could be real or true which does not come from outside has hardly begun to dawn on contemporary man.

 For the sake of better understanding and to avoid prejudice, we could of course dispense with the name “Wotan” and speak instead of the furor teutonicus. But we should only be saying the same thing and not as well, for the furor in this case is a mere psychologizing of Wotan and tells us no more than that the Germans are in a state of ”fury.” We thus lose sight of the most peculiar feature of this whole phenomenon, namely, the dramatic aspect of the Ergreifer and the Ergriffener. The impressive thing about the German phenomenon is that one man, who is obviously “possessed,” has infected a whole nation to such an extent that everything is set in motion and has started rolling on its course towards perdition.

It seems to me that Wotan hits the mark as an hypothesis. Apparently he really was only asleep in the Kyffhauser mountain until the ravens called him and announced the break of day. He is a fundamental attribute of the German psyche, an irrational psychic factor which acts on the high pressure of civilization like a cyclone and blows it away. Despite their crankiness, the Wotan-worshipers seem to have judged things more correctly than the worshipers of reason. Apparently everyone had forgotten that Wotan is a Germanic datum of first importance, the truest expression and unsurpassed personification of a fundamental quality that is particularly characteristic of the Germans.  Houston Stewart Chamberlain is a symptom which arouses suspicion that other veiled gods may be sleeping elsewhere. The emphasis on the Germanic race — commonly called “Aryan” — the Germanic heritage, blood and soil, the Wagalaweia songs, the ride of the Valkyries, Jesus as a blond and blue-eyed hero, the Greek mother of St Paul, the devil as an international Alberich in Jewish or Masonic guise, the Nordic aurora borealis as the light of civilization, the inferior Mediterranean races — all this is the indispensable scenery for the drama that is taking place and at the bottom they all mean the same thing: a god has taken possession of the Germans and their house is filled with a “mighty rushing wind.” It was soon after Hitler seized power,if I am not mistaken, that a cartoon appeared in Punch of a raving berserker tearing himself free from his bonds. A hurricane has broken loose in Germany while we still believe it is fine weather.

Things are comparatively quiet in Switzerland, though occasionally there is a puff of wind from the north or south. Sometimes it has a slightly ominous sound, sometimes it whispers so harmlessly or even idealistically that no one is alarmed. “Let the sleeping dogs lie” — we manage to get along pretty well with this proverbial wisdom. It is sometimes said that the Swiss are singularly averse to making a problem of themselves. I must rebut this accusation: the Swiss do have their problems, but they would not admit it for anything in the world, even though they see which way the wind is blowing. We thus pay our tribute to the time of storm and stress in Germany, but we never mention it, and this enables us to feel vastly superior.

It is above all the Germans who have an opportunity, perhaps unique in history, to look into their own hearts and to learn what those perils of the soul were from which Christianity tried to rescue mankind. Germany is a land of spiritual catastrophes, where nature never makes more than a pretense of peace with the world-ruling reason. The disturber of the peace is a wind that blows into Europe from Asia’s vastness, sweeping in on a wide front from Thrace to the Baltic, scattering the nations before it like dry leaves. or inspiring thoughts that shake the world to its foundations. It is an elemental Dionysus breaking into the Apollonian order. The rouser of this tempest is named Wotan, and we can learn a good deal about him from the political confusion and spiritual upheaval he has caused throughout history. For a more exact investigation of his character, however, we must go back to the age of myths, which did not explain everything in terms of man and his limited capacities, but sought the deeper cause in the psyche and its autonomous powers. Man’s earliest intuitions personified these powers. Man’s earliest intuitions personified these powers as gods, and described them in the myths with great care and circumstantiality according to their various characters. This could be done the more readily on account of the firmly established primordial types or images which are innate in the unconscious of many races and exercise a direct influence upon them. Because the behavior of a race takes on its specific character from its underlying images, we can speak of an archetype “Wotan.” As an autonomous psychic factor, Wotan produces effects in the collective life of a people and thereby reveals his own nature. For Wotan has a peculiar biology of his own, quite apart from the nature of man. It is only from time to time that individuals fall under the irresistible influence of this unconscious factor. When it is quiescent, one is no more aware of the archetype Wotan than of a latent epilepsy. Could the Germans who were adults in 1914 have foreseen what they would be today? Such amazing transformations are the effect of the god of wind, that “bloweth where it listeth, and thou hearest the sound thereof, but canst not tell whence it cometh, nor whither it goeth.” It seizes everything in its path and overthrows everything that is not firmly rooted. When the wind blows it shakes everything that is insecure, whether without or within.

Martin Ninck has recently published a monograph which is a most welcome addition to our knowledge of Wotan’s nature. The reader need not fear that this book is nothing but a scientific study written with academic aloofness from the subject. Certainly the right to scientific objectivity is fully preserved, and the material has been collected with extraordinary thoroughness and presented in unusually clear form. But, over and above all this, one feels that the author is vitally interested in it, that the chord of Wotan is vibrating in him, too. This is no criticism — on the contrary, it is one of the chief merits of the book, which without this enthusiasm might easily have degenerated into a tedious catalog. Ninck sketches a really magnificent portrait of the German archetype Wotan. He describes him in ten chapters, using all the available sources, as the berserker, the god of storm, the wanderer,the warrior, the Wunsch- and Minne-god, the lord of the dead and of the Einherjar, the master of secret knowledge, the magician, and the god of the poets. Neither the Valkyries nor the Fylgja are forgotten, for they form part of the mythological background and fateful significance of Wotan. Ninck’s inquiry into the name and its origin is particularly instructive. He shows that Wotan is not only a god of rage and frenzy who embodies the instinctual and emotion aspect of the unconscious. Its intuitive and inspiring side, also, manifests itself in him, for he understands the runes and can interpret fate.

The Romans identified Wotan with Mercury, but his character does not really correspond to any Roman or Greek god, although there are certain resemblances. He is a wanderer like Mercury, for instance, he rules over the dead like Pluto and Kronos, and is connected with Dionysus by his emotional frenzy, particularly in its mantic aspect. It is surprising that Ninck does not mention Hermes, the god of revelation, who as pneuma and nous is associated with the wind. He would be the connecting-link with the Christian pneuma and the miracle of Pentecost. As Poimandres (the shepherd of men), Hermes is an Ergreifer like Wotan. Ninck rightly points out that Dionysus and the other Greek gods always remained under the supreme authority of Zeus, which indicates a fundamental difference between the Greek and the Germanic temperament. Ninck assumes an inner affinity between Wotan and Kronus, and the latter’s defeat may perhaps be a sign that the Wotan-archetype was once overcome and split up in prehistoric times. At all events, the Germanic god represents a totality on a very primitive level, a psychological condition in which man’s will was almost identical with the god’s and entirely at his mercy. But the Greeks had gods who helped man against other gods; indeed, All-Father Zeus himself is not far from the ideal of a benevolent, enlightened despot.

It was not in Wotan’s nature to linger on and show signs of old age. He simply disappeared when the times turned against him, and remained invisible for more than a thousand years, working anonymously and indirectly. Archetypes are like riverbeds which dry up when the water deserts them, but which it can find again at any time. An archetype is like an old watercourse along which the water of life has flowed for centuries, digging a deep channel for itself. The longer it has flowed in this channel the more likely it is that sooner or later the water will return to its old bed. The life of the individual as a member of society and particularly as a part of the State maybe regulated like a canal, but the life of nations is a great rushing river which is utterly beyond human control, in the hands of One who has always been stronger than men. The League of Nations, which was supposed to possess supranational authority, is regarded by some as a child in need of care and protection, by others as an abortion. Thus, the life of nations rolls on unchecked, without guidance, unconscious of where it is going, like a rock crashing down the side of a hill, until it is stopped by an obstacle stronger than itself. Political events move from one impasse to the next, like a torrent caught in gullies, creeks and marshes. All human control comes to an end when the individual is caught in a mass movement. Then, the archetypes begin to function, as happens, also, in the lives of individuals when they are confronted with situations that cannot be dealt with in any of the familiar ways. But what a so-called Fuhrer does with a mass movement can plainly be seen if we turn our eyes to the north or south of our country.

The ruling archetype does not remain the same forever,as is evident from the temporal limitations that have been set to the hoped-for reign of peace, the “thousand-year Reich.” The Mediterranean father-archetype of the just, order-loving, benevolent ruler had been shattered over the whole of northern Europe, as the present fate of the Christian Churches bears witness. Fascism in Italy and the civil war in Spain show that in the south as well the cataclysm has been far greater than one expected. Even the Catholic Church can no longer afford trials of strength.

The nationalist God has attacked Christianity on abroad front. In Russia, he is called technology and science, in Italy, Duce, and in Germany, “German Faith,” “German Christianity,” or the State. The “German Christians” are a contradiction in terms and would do better to join Hauer’s “German Faith Movement.” These are decent and well-meaning people who honestly admit their Ergriffenheit and try to come to terms with this new and undeniable fact. They go to an enormous amount of trouble to make it look less alarming by dressing it up in a conciliatory historical garb and giving us consoling glimpses of great figures such as Meister Eckhart, who was, also, a German and, also, ergriffen. In this way the awkward question of who the Ergreifer is is circumvented. He was always ”God.” But the more Hauer restricts the world-wide sphere of Indo-European culture to the “Nordic” in general and to the Edda in particular, and the more “German” this faith becomes as a manifestation of Ergriffenheit, the more painfully evident it is that the”German” god is the god of the Germans.

One cannot read Hauer’s book without emotion, if one regards it as the tragic and really heroic effort of a conscientious scholar who, without knowing how it happened to him, was violently summoned by the inaudible voice of the Ergreifer and is now trying with all his might, and with all his knowledge and ability, to build a bridge between the dark forces of life and the shining world of historical ideas. But what do all the beauties of the past from totally different levels of culture mean to the man of today,when confronted with a living and unfathomable tribal god such as he has never experienced before? They are sucked like dry leaves into the roaring whirlwind,and the rhythmic alliterations of the Edda became inextricably mixed up with Christian mystical texts, German poetry and the wisdom of the Upanishads. Hauer himself is ergriffen by the depths of meaning in the primal words lying at the root of the Germanic languages, to an extent that he certainly never knew before. Hauer the Indologist is not to blame for this, nor yet the Edda; it is rather the fault of kairos — the present moment in time — whose name on closer investigation turns out to be Wotan. I would, therefore, advise the German Faith Movement to throw aside their scruples. Intelligent people who will not confuse them with the crude Wotan-worshippers whose faith is a mere pretense. There are people in the German Faith Movement who are intelligent enough not only to believe, but to know, that the god of the Germans is Wotan and not the Christian God. This is a tragic experience and no disgrace. It has always been terrible to fall into the hands of a living god. Yahweh was no exception to this rule, and the Philistines, Edomites, Amorites and the rest,who were outside the Yahweh experience, must certainly have found it exceedingly disagreeable. The Semitic experience of Allah was for a long time an extremely painful affair for the whole of Christendom. We who stand outside judge the Germans far too much, as if they were responsible agents, but perhaps it would be nearer the truth to regard them, also, as victims.

If we apply are admittedly peculiar point of view consistently, we are driven to conclude that Wotan must, in time, reveal not only the restless, violent, stormy side of his character, but, also, his ecstatic and mantic qualities — a very different aspect of his nature. If this conclusion is correct, National Socialism would not be the last word. Things must be concealed in the background which we cannot imagine at present, but we may expect them to appear in the course of the next few years or decades. Wotan’s reawakening is a stepping back into the past; the stream was damned up and has broken into its old channel. But the Obstruction will not last forever; it is rather a reculer pour mieux sauter, and the water will overleap the obstacle. Then, at last, we shall know what Wotan is saying when he “murmers with Mimir’s head.”

Fast move the sons of Mim,and fate

Is heard in the note of the Gjallarhorn;

Loud blows Heimdall, the horn is aloft,

In fear quake all who on Hel-roads are.

Yggdrasill shakes and shivers on high

The ancient limbs, and the giant is loose;

Wotan murmurs with Mimir’s head

But the kinsman of Surt shall slay him soon.

How fare the gods? how farethe elves?

All Jotunheim groans, the gods are at council;

Loud roar the dwarfs by the doors of stone,

The masters of the rocks: would you know yet more?

Now Garm howls loud before Gnipahellir;

The fetters will burst, and the wolf run free;

Much I do know, and more can see

Of the fate of the gods, the mighty in fight.

From the east comes Hrym with shield held high;

In giant-wrath does the serpent writhe;

O’er the waves he twists, and the tawny eagle

Gnaws corpses screaming; Naglfar is loose.

O’er the sea from the north there sails a ship

With the people of Hel, at the helm stands Loki;

After the wolf do wild men follow,

And with them the brother of Byleist goes.


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Hey everyone,

Thank you for waiting so patiently for me to have the long, mostly unplanned break I just took. I held my cats (the indoor ones let me carry them around like babies), I spent plenty of time with family, and I generally just chilled and built up my stores of inspiration. It was much needed.  I walked around in the park a few times as I had hoped to do. I will be reading Ogham this Saturday and putting up the notification for reading requests on Friday night.

Despite all the relaxation I did, I was able to finish the audiobook version of my upcoming book, Sacred Homemaking. 

I have made the executive decision to write an essay for this blog every other week instead of every week. Pumping out two essays per week, one for my private Substack and one for this blog and my public Substack, was wearing me down and burning me out. I'm still working 7 days a week, and though I hope to whittle that down, it most likely won't be possible until at least a year from now if it ever becomes possible at all. Please let me know what you would like to see posted every other week when I am not posting a new essay. I can do an Open Post, re-post old essays, or whatever. 

I'm working on a new book that will be called Sacred Beauty that is going to be similar to Sacred Homemaking except it will be focused on self-love and improvement.

Again, thanks for waiting for me to return from my break.

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Meantime my essay may serve its purpose as a first attempt to solve a difficult problem, and to bring a variety of scattered facts into some sort of order and system.

The Golden Bough A Study in Comparative Religion By James George Frazer, M.A. Fellow of Trinity College, Cambridge In Two Volumes. Vol. I. New York and London MacMillan and Co. 1894


I suppose that I am not even that far along yet.  I suppose that I am at the awkward point where I have just finished asking the first set of questions and had a beer and a good night’s sleep and then woke up to the second order questions that fill in the scope of the problem.

Now, I stopped being anything other than a “pick and choose” catholic a long time ago.  I have heard that this is a common occurrence among us jesuit-educated types.  The main point of contention for me is the idea that god loves us and pays attention to us and that justice is somehow mixed into the brew.  I’m afraid I see nothing of that.  

But I think that there is something out there other than what we see in the range of the electromagnetic spectrum that our bodies monitor.  Again, I have no proof of anything I believe.  I also think that whatever these things are, we can catch very occasional glimpses and maybe connect those very incomplete observations into a somewhat coherent worldview, albeit one riddled with holes and inconsistencies.

But truthfully, isn’t that just about where we are now?  

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"VIDEO: Doctor Takes Over Mic At School Board Meeting And Stuns Entire Room"
The Red Pill Channel, posted August 11, 2021
https://www.bitchute.com/video/07od5DFVVMGg/


TRANSCRIPT

0:10
DR. DAN STOCK: Gee, it's hard to believe we're 18 months into this and still having a problem and I would suggest the reason we still have a problem is because we're doing things that are not useful. And we're getting our sources of information from the Indiana State Board of Health and the CDC[1] who actually don't bother to read science before they do this.

I am actually a functional family medicine physician. That means I am specially trained in immunology and inflammation regulation. And everything being recommended by the CDC and the state Board of Health is actually contrary to all the rules of science.

So things you should know about corona virus and all other respiratory viruses. They are spread by aerosol particles which small enough to go through every mask, by the way. The literature that supports all of that is in a flashdrive presented to you. It's been given to the secretary. As a matter of fact it quotes at least 3 studies, sponsored by the NIH[2] to that exact fact, even though the CDC[1] and NIH[2] have chosen to ignore the very science that they paid to have done.

That is why you keep struggling with this is because you cannot make these viruses go away. The natural history of all respiratory viruses is that they circulate all year long, waiting for the immune system to get sick through the winter, or become deranged, as has happened recently with these vaccines, and then they cause symptomatic disease. 

Because they cannot be filtered out, and they have animal reservoirs, and this is a very important point, no one can make this virus go away. 

The CDC has managed to convince everybody that we can handle this like we did smallpox, where we could make a virus go away. Smallpox had no animal reservoirs. The only thing it learned to infect is humans. That's why we were able to make that virus go away. That will not happen with this any more than it will with influenza, the common cold, respiratory syncytial virus, adenoviral respiratory syndromes, or anything else that has animal reservoirs.

1:45
So the reason you can't do this is because you're trying to do something which has already been tried and can't be done.

Equally important is that vaccination changes none of this, especially with this vaccine.

And I would hope this board would start asking itself, before it considers taking the advice of the CDC, the NIH, and the State Board of Health, why were you doing things about this that we didn't do for the common cold, influenza, or respiratory syncytial virus?

And then ask yourself, why is a vaccine that is supposedly so effective having a breakout in the middle of the summer when respiratory viral syndromes don't do that?

And to help you understand that you need to know the condition that is called antibody-mediated viral enhancement. That is a condition done when vaccines work wrong, as they did in every corona virus study done in animals on corona viruses after the SARS outbreak, and done in respiratory syncytial virus, where a vaccine, used in a vulnerable individual, done the wrong way, which cannot be done right for respiratory virus which has a very low pathogenicity rate, causes the immune system to actually fight the virus wrong and let the virus become worse than it would with native infection.

And that is why you are seeing an outbreak right now. In fact, in that flashdrive you're going to have coming to you and in the emails with 6 extra [inaudible] studies showing a 75% of people who had covid 19 positive symptom cases in Barnstable, Massachusetts outbreak were fully vaccinated.

[applause]

Therefore, there is no reason for treating any person vaccinated any differently than any person unvaccinated.

You should also know that no vaccine, even the ones I support and would give to myself and my children, ever stops infection. In 2014 there was outbreak of mumps in the National Hockey League. The only people who came down with symptoms were the people who were unvaccinated or or unknown vaccine status. Boy, that sounds like a great argument for vaccines. But a question that you should ask yourself, knowing that half of the people who came down with symptomatic disease had no contact with an unvaccinated or unknown vaccine status individual, where did they get the disease? And the answer was, from the vaccinated individuals.

No vaccine prevents you from getting infection. You get infected, you shed pathogen. This is especially true of viral respiratory pathogens. You just don't get symptomatic from it. 

So you cannot stop spread. You cannot make these numbers that you planned on get better by doing any of the things you're doing. Because that is the nature of viral respiratory pathogens.

And you can't prevent it with a vaccine because they don't do the very thing you're wanting them to do.

And you will be chasing this the remainder of your life until you recognize that the Center for Disease Control and the Indiana state Board of Health are giving you very bad scientific guidance.

And instead, read the articles that are coming on the email and are on this flashdrive and listen to the people in this audience here tonight, who actually recognize the advice they are getting from the CDC and the NIH is counter-factual, and that's why you're still fighting this with this vaccine that supposedly was going to make all of this go away, but it suddenly managed to make an outbreak of covid 19 develop in the middle of the summer when vitamin D levels are at their highest.

4:50
By the way, the other thing that [inaudible] any vaccine restriction to be considered is if there were no other treatment available. And I can tell you, having treated over 15 covid 19 patients that between active loading with vitamin D, ivermectin, and zinc, that there is not a single person who has come anywhere near the hospital. And we already have studies that show that if you achieve a 25-hydroxy vitamin D level greater than 55 your risk of covid 19 death will drop down to one quarter of the population average for the United States.

And there are active treatment trials included on that flashdrive that showed that the same is true.

So if you were going to discriminate based upon vaccine, you should also discriminate based upon 25-hydroxy vitamin D level, zinc taste test response, and probably previous infections, since there are also studies in that flashdrive that show that people who have recovered from covid 19 infection actually get no benefit from vaccination at all. No reduction of symptoms, no reduction of hospitalization, and suffer 2 to 4 times the rate of side effects if they are subsequently vaccinated.

Therefore the policies that you are basing on are totally counter-factual. I don't blame this board for that because I know you aren't scientists and you thought it was reasonable to listen to the CDC,  NIH and the Indiana State Board of Health, but I would encourage that instead that you listen to the people out here in this audience and read what's on that data drive.

And if anybody here in this board has any questions about anything on that, I will happily come back and sit with you individually if you would like, to explain the science behind this. And of you're worried about being sued by somebody because you don't follow the guidance of the CDC and the NIH
I will tell you have a free pro bono expert testimony at your disposal. I will testify—

[applause]

— in defense of this board turning down all these recommendations for free at any time in any court.

Thank you. 

CHAIR (woman's voice): Thank you. Thank you.

[applause; cheers]

6:30
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TRANSCRIBER'S NOTES

[1] US Centers for Disease Control and Prevention https://cdc.gov

[2] US National Institutes of Health https://www.nih.gov




> List of Transcriptions by Transcriber B (home page)
1-Experts Speak Out
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#EARLY-TREATMENT/NATURAL-IMMUNITY/EARLY SPREAD 

"James Lyons-Weiler, PhD"
Delaware Medical Freedom Alliance, posted August 18, 2022 [filmed June 7, 2021]
https://rumble.com/v1ghbuf-james-lyons-weiler-phd.html


RUMBLE PAGE DESCRIPTION: "Dr. James Lyons-Weiler is a father, research scientist, author, and founder and CEO of the Institute for Pure and Applied Knowledge, also known as IPAK. He is Editor-in-Chief of the peer reviewed journal, Science, Public Health Policy and the Law. He has over 20 years’ experience as a biomedical and clinical research scientist. Dr. Lyons-Weiler has published three books, and over 58 research studies. He has joined forces with other scientists at IPAK, where research is performed in the public interest aimed at finding ways to reduce human suffering. His latest research has focused on the discovery of chronic health issues associated with higher vaccine uptake and the role of autoreactogenic viral epitopes in the symptoms of COVID19 disease and COVID19 vaccine reactions. He is the architect of Plan B, a plan to replace the defunct public health system in the United States, host of the podcast Unbreaking Science. Presentation Topic: Clinical and immunologic predictors of COVID-19 infection and vaccination health outcomes. www.JamesLyonsWeiler.com "

TRANSCRIPT

TRANSCRIBER'S NOTES:
- Dr Lyons-Weiler's Substack is Popular Rationalism https://popularrationalism.substack.com
- This is an Internet presentation. Dr. Lyons-Weiler addresses the camera directly.

DR. JAMES LYONS-WEILER: Thank you very much. It's a very, very high honor to be part of this, and the previous speakers were so eloquent and correct. This is a sign of success that people are coming to together around this issue. 

Dr. Malone did a fantastic job laying out the code of federal regulations regarding restrictions on people doing human subjects research, and the rights of participants and nonparticipants in human subject research.[1] I was drilled on that very topic every year for 20 years I was in academic medicine. And he's got it right. There's special protections for pregnant women and for children in those codes of federal regulations.

However, the fine print on that is that the 21st century's CURES Act, at the last moment they snuck in a clause that if the people doing the research say that the risk, if they have determined that the risk to the participants is low, they don't have to provide you with informed consent.[2] So whatever, if you do go and hire legal counsel, they're going to watch out for that 21st century CURES Act clause because, and this where, you know, it really matters that we do debate and understand the science. 

I'm a lifelong biomedical research scientist and it blows my mind that somehow ASIP[3] was given a presentation by Dr. Tim Shimabukuru[4] where he analyzed the VAERS data[5] and looked at all available data from all the clinical trials, and he said that no serious adverse events could be attributed to the vaccine. Zero. This is after there's a study, peer-reviewed study, in the Lancet on Bell's Palsy. This is after the reports of thrombosis. This is now on top of, we've got myocarditis, right?

So the specific bias in vaccine safety science is to manipulate the data, manipulate the study design, manipulate the conclusions, alter the conclusions. They have a screening committee. Dr. William Thompson[6] told Brian Hooker, Dr. Brian Hooker,[7] in taped conferences, telephone calls, about the practice. Every vaccine safety study that goes out of the CDC[8] has to go to a sanitation committee, that's my word for it, to make sure that the interpretation of the science doesn't shed a bad light on vaccines.

2:26
Now you might be surprised to learn, I have 2 adult sons, they're fully vaccinated according to the CDC's recommendation, except for the HPV vaccine. OK?

So it is unethical to participate in a research program of any kind, whether it's a biomedical drug, a pharmaceutical drug, or a biomedical device, or a vaccine, where the participants are not given any benefit, zero benefit, zero protection if the vaccine's not a success.

3:03
So the science is very, very, very important. 

We were misled on the efficacy of the Moderna vaccine, for instance. We were misled very seriously. We were told that it was 95% effective. In order to get that to the 95% effective they removed the people from the vaccine trial who developed covid after the first dose. They were not given the second dose of the vaccine or the placebo. If you put those numbers back in, which I have done, and I did this months and months ago, you end up with 75% efficacy. Now why is that important? It still sounds pretty good, but why is that important?

Because it means the difference between, well, 95% efficacy you can get herd immunity at 66% vaccine coverage. But at 75% you can get herd immunity at 100% coverage. That's a huge difference.

Knowing that there are people in the country who will not vaccinate, knowing that people are watching this as an experimental vaccine, and knowing that vaccine risk awareness has increased, they realize they can't get to 100%. So the coercion is brought in. The coercion is illegal. The coercion is unethical.

But my view on the whole vaccination program is unless they are 100% forthright with the risks, as Dr. Malone said, go to your local drug store, ask for the vaccine insert for a covid 19 mRNA vaccine, you'll be given a blank sheet of paper.[9]

There's no communication to the participants about known risks. 

During the clinical trials the pharmaceutical companies, the vaccine manufacturers actually paid medical doctors to rule out any adverse events that might be associated in the first round of human studies. How do they know it's not associated? How do they know that the myocarditis and the thrombosis that they saw, and the Bell's Palsy, could be ruled out? When it's the very first in man episode! 

First in man episode means that no one knows the causality.

If you get injured, by a vaccine or killed or a loved one of yours is killed by a vaccine, you have to go to to the National Vaccine Compensation Injury Program and you have to sue the government and it can take 10 years to determine causality.[10] So how do they know in the short few days that they had?

Second, many of the reports that came out about these vaccines were not peer-reviewed. They were published as press releases.

The science is very much in question, the science is very much, and I respectfully disagree with Dr. Malone, the very science is very, very much a winning argument, and we are winning. We are winning hand over fist on this because if we stick with the requirements of empirical vaccine safety science, empirical vaccine efficacy science, empirical biomedical science, we win. That is, humanity wins. 

It's not us versus—, pro-vaxxers versus nonvaxxers. This is 100% about not allowing them to create public health policy that is not founded on valid, credible science. That's what this is about.

And I have taken it to the extent where I have proposed that we defund the CDC. Specifically I have proposed Plan B to replace public health as we know it. Because it is a raw debacle. It is a, it is terrible what they've done to science in general. OK? 

So yes, we need information, yes, we need comprehension. How can the public comprehend this complex science without interpreters if they're given blank vaccine information sheets?

And yes, voluntariness. I applaud you for standing up for my body, my choice.

7:02
Now what I came here to talk with you about are the known risk factors and how the next phase of science, if the vaccine program continues, and I think that's a big if, if the vaccine program continues, right, well we'll see when the boosters are offered if pathogenic priming occurs, if the vaccines before have primed individuals for more serious vaccine adverse events or more serious covid 19. Look up my name, Lyons-Weiler, and pathogenic priming, and you'll see that I predicted this in April.

7:33
But the known risk factors include age. So why are we sending 80 year-olds? For serious covid 19 the known risk factors include age. Why are we sending 80 year-olds home with a positive PCR test and telling them to wait to see if they need emergency care?

This is an unethical aspect of the vaccine program. They're told to go home without any treatment, so they're sufficient, and Dr. Fauci said this himself, we don't want too many people getting this virus because if they do we won't need the vaccine. That's a direct quote.

So it is absolutely imperative that you stay on the science, it's very important that you take a good look at it. 

The risk factors that we could use are not being used. The Lancet has publications on risk factors, 
which proteins to look at. I would like to add Th2 skew to the risk factors, to survey patients to determine, OK, yes, you're of a certain age, yes you have diabetes, but none of the other risk factors say that you're at risk of serious covid 19. That's very important information. And then we can also use some of those risk factors maybe to predict who's going to have a serious adverse event to the vaccine. 

But the first thing we have to do is admit that vaccine risk exists! We have to admit it. We have to admit that people die from vaccines, and these vaccines, we have to admit that people get sick from these vaccines. 

And, my message to you tonight is that public health in the United States of America has to grow up. The denialism is not working anymore. The jig is up. The public knows, too many people know, it's out there. You can't deny your way out of this anymore, and you risk losing it all. All of it. You will not have a public health program as you recognize it if you continue this pathway.

Thank you.
9:26

TEXT ON SCREEN: For more information:
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9:31
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TRANSCRIBER'S NOTES

[1] See:
Dr. Robert Malone Talks Bioethics with the Delaware Medical Freedom Alliance
"These remain experimental vaccines. There's no debate about that. So long as they're under Emergency Use Authorization they are by definition experimental vaccines... And right now I can tell you in terms of this space, they're not following their own rules and policy. And so if you want to overcome that and make your case, in my opinion, you can argue about the science all day long and you'll probably lose. But if you argue about the bioethics and about standard federal policy that they're supposed to go to to make these decisions, I think you'll win."
Transcript: https://transcriberb.dreamwidth.org/212637.html
Source video:
"Dr. Robert Malone, MD, MA"
Delaware Medical Freedom Alliance, posted August 18, 2022 [filmed June 7, 2021]
https://rumble.com/v1ghgpz-dr.-robert-malone-md-ma.html

[2] For the full text of the CURES Act see: https://www.govinfo.gov/content/pkg/PLAW-114publ255/pdf/PLAW-114publ255.pdf
See specificaly Sec. 3024. Informed consent waiver or alteration for clinical investigations. 

"The Cures Act, or the 21st Century Cures Act, passed overwhelmingly in both the U.S. House of Representatives and Senate with strong bipartisan support, and was signed into law on December 13, 2016.  The legislation provides NIH with critical tools and resources to advance biomedical research across the spectrum, from foundational basic research studies to advanced clinical trials of promising new therapies. "
÷ Source: https://www.nih.gov/21st-century-cures-act


[3] ASIP is the US Advisory Committee on Immunization Practices. See: https://www.cdc.gov/acip

[4] Tom Shimabukuro, CDC Covid-19 Immunization Safety Unit. 

[5] VAERS is the official US government Vaccine Adverse Event Reporting System. 
https://vaers.hhs.gov/about.html
It is co-managed by CDC and FDA. See: https://www.cdc.gov/vaccinesafety/ensuringsafety/monitoring/vaers/index.html
(Note: https://openvaers.com provides VAERS data in a more reader-friendly presentation)


[6] "In 2013 and 2014, Hooker worked with CDC whistleblower, Dr. William Thompson, to expose fraud and corruption within vaccine safety research in the CDC which led to the release of over 10,000 pages of documents."
— Source: https://childrenshealthdefense.org/authors/brian-hooker-ph-d/

See also:
"It’s Been 10 Years Since a Whistleblower Exposed the CDC’s Cover-up of the Link Between Vaccines and Autism. The Agency Has Done Nothing.
Ten years after a whistleblower at the CDC leaked data showing the agency identified a link between the measles-mumps-rubella (MMR) vaccine and autism in African American boys, the agency has done nothing to address the issue."
Brenda Baletti, Ph.D., August 28, 2024
https://childrenshealthdefense.org/defender/cdc-whistleblower-mmr-vaccine-autism-link/
Note: This article includes link to the PDF of the statement from William W. Thompson, 2014
https://childrenshealthdefense.org/wp-content/uploads/William-Thompson-statement-27-August-2014.pdf

[7] Brian S. Hooker, Ph.D., is chief scientific officer at Children’s Health Defense and professor emeritus of biology at Simpson University in Redding, California. For a more extensive biographical note, see: https://childrenshealthdefense.org/authors/brian-hooker-ph-d/

[8] US Centers for Disease Control and Prevention https://cdc.gov

[9] See for example:
Dr. Renata Moon Unfolds the Package Insert
"It's um, it's blank."
Transcript: https://transcriberb.dreamwidth.org/38844.html
Source video: Video clip at:
https://twitter.com/i/status/1600747817697280000
Clip shows Dr. Renata Moon, MD, testifying in the roundtable discussion, COVID-19 Vaccines: What They Are, How They Work, and Possible Causes of Injuries hosted by US Senator Ron Johnson
Washington DC, December 7, 2022

[10] For the covid 19 "vaccines" specifically, because they are classified as "countermeasures" the relevant US entity is actually the CICP, the Countermeasures Injury Compensation Program. https://www.hrsa.gov/cicp


> List of Transcriptions by Transcriber B (home page)
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#CENSORSHIP/PSY-OP [in progress]
#INFORMED-CONSENT/BIOETHICS/RIGHTS 
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([personal profile] ecosophia Apr. 3rd, 2026 01:23 pm)
get 'em in the groundWelcome to Frugal First Friday! This is a monthly forum post to encourage people to share tips on saving money, especially but not only by doing stuff yourself. A new post will be going up on the first Friday of each month, and will remain active until the next one goes up. Contributions will be moderated, of course. 

There has been talk about releasing these posts in print format.  In case that turns out to be worth pursuing, please note: if you comment on this or any future Frugal First Friday post, you are giving permission for that comment to be included in print or other editions. This means, for those of you into the legalese, that by posting something in the comment thread you are granting me non-exclusive reprint rights to your comment, and permitting me to transfer those to a publisher or other venue. Your contribution will have your name or internet handle attached, your choice. 

I also have some simple rules to offer, which may change further as we proceed. One change from the earlier frame is that if you produce goods or services yourself, and would like to let readers know about them, you may post one (1) (yes, just one) comment per month letting people know, with a link to your website or other contact info. The other rules ought to be familiar by now. 


Rule #1:  this is a place for polite, friendly conversations about how to save money in difficult times. It's not a place to post news, views, rants, or emotional outbursts about the reasons why the times are difficult and saving money is necessary. Nor is it a place to use a money saving tip to smuggle in news, views, etc.  I have a delete button and I'm not afraid to use it.

Rule #2:  please give your tip a heading that explains briefly what it's about.  Homemade Chicken Soup, Garden Containers, Cheap Attic Insulation, and Vinegar Cleans Windows are good examples of headings. That way people can find the things that are relevant for them. If you don't put a heading on your tip it will be deleted.

Rule #3: don't post anything that would amount to advocating criminal activity. Any such suggestions will not be put through.

Rule #4: don't post LLM ("AI") generated content, and don't bring up the subject unless you're running a homemade LLM program on your own homebuilt, steam-powered server farm. 

With that said, have at it!  
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([personal profile] degringolade Apr. 3rd, 2026 08:21 am)

Got Nothing.
  
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([personal profile] degringolade Apr. 2nd, 2026 04:07 pm)

Growing up in Utah left me with a lifelong concern about food security.

The trait has two sources, the first is a family history of almost-poverty coupled with the small truck farm that the family rotated around. The second was living in Utah back when the LDS church ran the show and didn't even try to hide it. The two year supply was really the only part of that church that I fully agreed with (overall, they did slightly better than the catholics and way ahead of the baptists theologically).

So I am heading out with my son today to pick up freezer meat and dry storage. I think that the price of nitrogen going way up this time of year, coupled with the price of diesel heading the same way will lead to a not very good harvest and prices in the fall that will make the current prices look like the "good old days".

I can't really say that my current plan is going to last for years. But having a full pantry does allow one a cushion to make decisions about day to day life a little easier.

No, this isn't the apocalypse a coming. Personally, I very much doubt that there will ever be such an event. But cold times come and it is often the details that make the difference between catastrophe and simple hard times. I think that hard times actually sharpen people even though they are unpleasant.

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([personal profile] claire_58 Apr. 2nd, 2026 08:40 am)
 We live in a time of rapid change and uncertainty. The 50 year failure of the environmental movement has left us with a tangle of interconnected problems. Ecosystem destruction;  freakishly high levels of pollution of the land, the water, and the atmosphere; and resource depletion combine to create a looming crisis of epic proportions. We are faced with increasing political and economic instability and it’s clear that there will be no large scale co-ordinated efforts to address any of it.

 

This blog is about what we can do, as ordinary people in families and small groups, to create lives worth living; to build a future worth having; and to be a force for renewal and regeneration in our much depleted world. I hope to provide some possibilities based on our universal human strengths and the strategies that have allowed us to thrive in the past. 

 

If you care about this planet; the future; and your own ability to make your way in these crazy times this blog is for you. 

 

This blog is the outline of an ambitious project. We have the skills, tools, and most importantly the natural abilities that will allow us to transform our relationship to the ecosystems we inhabit. We have the potential to become a beneficial presence in our much damaged world. We can become a keystone species. 

 

Becoming a keystone species, that is, becoming a stabilizing and regenerative influence, means working with succession and allowing ourselves to become part of the process of change over time until we achieve a level of ecological stability. This is not something we can do immediately or even quickly. Just as there is a clear series of transitional stages of growth and renewal before a clearcut can become a climax forest, there is inevitably a transitional period between the way we live now and a fully sustainable future. 

 

If we just slide down the long rocky slope of decline it will probably take 8 -10 generations to hit rock bottom. Leaning into our strengths, practicing systems thinking, and taking strategic steps to shift our patterns, we can, with awareness and intention, create lives that will allow us to glide a little more smoothly over the rough patches, survive the periods of crisis, and possibly even land gracefully as part of a vibrant thriving ecosystem.

 

Keystone species don’t necessarily do anything other than just live their lives. Wild salmon are a keystone species in the mountainous coastal regions of the Pacific North West (PNW). Torrential winter rain and steep mountainsides make soil erosion a constant issue. Wild salmon spend several years feeding in the ocean before fighting their way back up the river to its source to find their home stream where they were spawned, to spawn and die in their turn. 

 

According to the US Geological Survey Chinook salmon, the largest species can weigh up to 126 lb. (over 57 kg). That’s a big chunk of biomass. Bears and eagles feeding on the salmon complete the cycle and the nutrient is returned to the forest in the high mountains. It’s safe to say that without wild salmon, bears, and eagles, that is without wilderness, the coastline of the PNW would be bare rock without forests or fertile valleys.  

 

Another example is the north American Beaver. Unlike wolves whose presence changes the behaviour of the large herbivores they prey on; or salmon whose relentless pursuit of their natal waters for breeding sets off a whole trophic cascade that benefits the entire ecosystem; beavers actively modify the land to create habitat for themselves.  

 

Beavers are “ecosystem engineers”. Building wetlands is their superpower. Their dams slow the flow of water to create pools where aquatic life can thrive. The rich life in beaver ponds feeds the bio-diversity of the land around it too. This eco-system service is so important to the regeneration of the land that in Australian, where there are no beavers, permaculturists have developed sophisticated earthworks strategies to create wetlands and to control and manage the flow of water. 

 

Humans are not only the ultimate generalists, we are niche hoppers too. When there is a gap, an ecosystem function that is not being served, we are able to step in to fill the gap. Niche hopping is another trait that makes us uniquely well equipped to do ecosystem repair and restoration.

 

The point here is that it is not enough for us to just live our lives. Like beavers we actively modify the land to create habitat for ourselves. Learning to think differently about ourselves and our place in the ecology of the land we inhabit is key. Accepting that we are part of the ecosystem, we can provide abundantly for ourselves and, with careful, thoughtful interventions speed up the regeneration of our land, water and atmosphere too. 

 

Next: Finding Your Niche

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([personal profile] degringolade Apr. 1st, 2026 03:51 pm)

Now for the hard part that all have seen coming but everyone did there level best to ignore.

I try to keep my perusal of the news down. Lately I have been failing. There is too much happening and there seems to be no way to make the supposed "analyses" correlate and come up with a decent explanation. Truthfully, things are chaotic. There are too many people pulling too many different ways to allow a movement toward a nominally controlled scenario. Put succinctly, it looks to be that we are fucked and we are going to have to scramble.

Now, when I say that we are fucked, this doesn't mean zombie hordes. Truth be told, I think that it is going to be the return to inconvenience. But convenience is exactly what our culture has been spending its capital on creating and the current system is built around the exchange of symbols instead of the exchange of goods. I am as guilty as anyone. My groceries get delivered by folks who are using their gas (I think that wally world rents uber drivers) to deliver my food, as gas is going to do nothing but get more expensive.

I drew the five of cups today. I think that Crowley may well have hit the nail on the head with this one. The refers to it as "the end of pleasure". I think that my spending and relative luxury is going to need to be left behind while the world sorts itself out over the next year or two. So this month is going to be stripping things down to the bone and living on a shoestring. It won't be all that bad, I need to diet anyway and I have a lot to do on some mental projects that only require my current stash of books, walks are always cheap.

But there are a lot more folks out there who won't see it this way. They will see their loss of even small conveniences as something world shaking and they will act out. I am keeping an eye out for this sort of thing and will make certain that I am getting distance between me and that mess.

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([personal profile] mystical_mountain_9 Apr. 1st, 2026 08:38 am)

Miracles can be a touchy subject in modern Western society. It is not something that is talked about in “polite” company – and very often not even talked about in “rude” company! In a secular society, a person who believes in miracles is considered to be either a neolithic knuckle-dragger or off their rocker (depending on how the person pronouncing judgement on the miracle-believer thinks about religion). For better or worse, I have always been tone-deaf when it comes to modern societal norms and beliefs – but I can sing either in harmony or in unison with the traditional beliefs around the world. And most societies that I have encountered, and even read about, firmly believe in miracles.

I found it interesting being raised a nominal High Anglican in my early childhood but then being immersed in the Roman Catholic world by singing in an RC church choir during my teens. In my experience, the Anglicans accepted miracles (even the miracles of Jesus!) but with a bit of embarrassment. In contrast, the Catholics accepted miracles wholeheartedly – and that miracles weren’t just a really rare thing that Moses and Jesus performed, but was something that happens all throughout history, and even today. Well, the Catholic perspective (at least that which I was exposed to) seemed to be a lot more interesting and even logical, to me. I mean, if miracles are real, why would God just one day say, “I’m done with this thing” and put it aside like a child would to a toy that it had grown out of? (Yes, I understand that it is terribly presumptive to assume that one can understand the mind and motivations of the Divine, but sometimes logic does have its place even in religious matters.)

So, yeah, I am frank and open in stating that I firmly and unashamedly believe in miracles.

But what, exactly, is a miracle? How can one define it? Being more a blue-collar thinker than an intellectual, I am interested in miracles on the “ground level” so to speak. And to those “scientists” who try to investigate or “debunk” miracles: puh-lease… really, bro? To my mind, the vast number of miracles are personal out-of-the-ordinary experiences or perceptions – like Blake’s Auguries of Innocence: “To see a World in a Grain of Sand / And a Heaven in a Wild Flower / Hold Infinity in the palm of your hand / And Eternity in an hour.” The line between the experience of awe (in the true meaning of the word) and the miraculous can be rather fine, in my view. Good luck with sending that to the lab for investigation, Mr. Scientist!

Is that all that there is, then: just a matter of perception? Decidedly not! Not only in the Bible, but in scriptures around the world, as well as myths, legends and traditional stories and beliefs, actual physical manifestations of the miraculous are described. Now, of course, one is free to interpret much – or even most – of it poetically. I suppose that agnostics, atheists and the like believe that 100% of it needs to be interpreted as flights or poetic fancy. And I suppose that they have the right to believe whatever they want to. I just happen to disagree with them.

My deep plunge into Catholicism while a teen turned into a fascination with Marian apparitions and associated miracles when I was a young adult. I am particularly fond of, and have been drawn to, the miracles of Lourdes in 1850s France and the miracles of Fatima in early 20th century Portugal. Much has been written and discussed about these places and the miracles supposedly associated with them that I won’t go on to describe them here. However, what I will mention is my surprise in finding detailed discussions about them in UFO literature! What???

In the early 2000s I decided to return to the topic of UFOs after having abandoned the field rather abruptly in 1977 with the release of the film Close Encounters of the Third Time (it was becoming too ‘culty’ to my taste). I read a few books authored by Jacques Vallee, as I found his theory that UFOs and Fairies are one and the same. But then one of his books – I forgot which one – got into discussions of seemingly instant, miraculous, healings of some people who had very close encounters with UFOs… and then he went on a big tangent on the healing miracles at Lourdes! The part which I recall most vividly was a detailed account made (I believe in the late 19th century) by the physician of a Belgian man who had had a terrible accident which had broken his thigh bone so badly that it was not possible to set it. A jagged piece of bone would protrude from the skin in his thigh. The Belgian man went to Lourdes on crutches and before completing his walk he had discarded his crutches and was able to walk pain-free! Many years later, when this Belgian man died, the physician (who had obtained the man’s permission before dying) performed an autopsy on the leg to see what had happened – and what he saw was scientifically inexplicable. Not only had the thigh bone fused together nearly perfectly, but the parts of the bone that had shattered (it was not a clean break) had also been conjoined or had been somehow replaced. If memory serves me correctly, this physician signed a sworn testimony on his findings. So, we have a UFO researcher who openly believes in miracles. Apparently, Vallee is a Rosicrucian, which means that he does believe in the Divine – so, ultimately, one should not be too astounded to find him sitting on the “believer” side of the miracle question. Still, it was not something that I expected.

Even stranger to me was chancing upon a description of the some of the miracles of Fatima by John A. Keel in his very odd book Operation Trojan Horse. A cynical, hard-headed, atheist, old-school investigative journalist, Keel attempted as much as possible to interpret the strange phenomena that he experienced (the most famous being Mothman) scientifically. Which is generally a good approach when dealing with unexplained phenomena: try to use rational explanations first – and then, only when that fails, see what other, less “acceptable” explanations work. You know; separate the wheat from the chaff. So far, so good. But then when the atheist Keel attempted to “rationalize” the apparitions and prophecies of Our Lady of Fatima, including the miracle of the falling Sun, as being a variation on a theme of UFOs, he lost me. Nevertheless, I did find it interesting that he found certain aspects of the Fatima “phenomenon” to closely resembled “close encounter” UFO reports. And for a person with his belief system, it would make perfect sense. But in my mind, what I think is that there are spiritual forces which are original or “genuine” which are entirely different from other spiritual forces which are imitative (the former being more angelic; the latter more demonic). Keel believed, based on his research and direct experience, that humanity is being manipulated by non-physical non-human intelligences that are up to no good. And he believed that all such intelligences are inimical to humanity. That’s where he and I part ways: I say, yes there are such intelligences or spirits or non-physical beings (however one wants to describe them) who seem to get their jollies out of making fools of us and outright harming us – and I have encountered them. But I also believe, and have encountered, beings that are totally indifferent to us (whom I tend to call “nature spirits”) and beings who care deeply about us (whom I tend to call “angels” and/or “gods”). Keel was nearly driven stark raving mad by what he encountered in his obsessive pursuit of this “intelligence”, so I don’t fault him for his bias. But my experience says otherwise and I believe that Our Lady of Fatima is no cosmic Trojan horse.   

I’ve had my own fair share of unusual things happen in my life, but there are several extraordinary incidents that I experienced that I term “miraculous”. Two of them happened to involve driving a car.

One incident occurred while I was a university student. I was working part-time as a security guard for a trucking company out in the country, about 10 km (6 miles) north of Toronto. At the end of my shift I would drive back to my rented accommodation in the wee hours of the morning. This routine happened without incident for a long time. Then one night while driving home, I noticed that the light on my dashboard seemed to be dim – so I adjusted the light level to maximum. That was fine for awhile, but then it continued to dim. This was not good news: my car was a cheap “junker” and just about anything could go wrong at any time, inevitably taking another chunk out of my not-so-extravagant wages. I sighed but continued on my way home (what else was there to do?). The headlights also dimmed. And then about 3 km (2 miles) north of my home, the engine died.

Fortunately, I was still out in the country and was able to pull over to the dirt shoulder. I turned the key a couple of times, with prayers on my lips, but the battery didn’t have much power. Rather than killing the battery, I got out of the car, locked it, and started to walk home. But after a minute or two of walking I had this strange intuition that I should go back to the car and try one more time – even though this seemed illogical. The battery was low, my alternator was probably shot, and soon I would be driving in the city where there is no dirt shoulder available to park the car. But I am used to listening to my intuition – so, back I went to the car and turned the key one last time (again with a prayer on my lips). Surprise! It started right up! Away we go!

But a minute or so after driving, the problems came back: the dimming dash, the dimming headlights. I was in trouble! Now, between the spot where I had temporarily parked my car and my home, there were seven traffic lights. And I knew that if I had to stop at even one light, the engine would die and I would be clean out of luck. Fortunately, the first light was green. And the second. And the third! And it kept on going! I ended up driving through seven consecutive green traffic lights. And as I turned left on the seventh light, the engine died. My house was situated virtually at the intersection and I had just enough momentum to go down the side street and up the driveway – and it rested in the spot where I parked my car without me even having to touch the brakes. The next morning, I tried the car; the battery was totally dead. Of course, I got the car repaired – but after that, whenever I drove home, I tried to see if I could do seven green lights in a row. Nope; it never happened again! I always had to stop at least twice or, on rare occasion, once.

The second incident happened when I was in my final year of high school. It was a late winter night, and I was driving home on the 400-series highway (what the Americans call “freeway”) near the city of Kingston. The weather had turned cold after a snowstorm the previous two days. The traffic was fairly light and the road conditions were pretty clear. I was chugging along at about 10 km over the speed limit. I was singing religious songs to myself to keep myself alert (I was prone to falling asleep at the wheel when I was a young driver). Suddenly, I saw the red tail lights of the car ahead of me, meaning that it was breaking. OK, no problem, I figured; there’s plenty of space between me and the car above me. So, I gently applied the brakes. No traction. Black ice! Now, this is a highway with two lanes in each direction and a in most places a grassy piece of land between the two directions.

As I quickly approached the slow car ahead of me, I wondered if I should turn from my lane (the left lane) to the right lane. No luck! There was a car ahead there, too, and it also had its brakes on. I hit the brakes again – pumping this time. Still black ice. And I am gaining fast on the car ahead of me. What to do? I must either keep going and have an inevitable crash at quite a high speed; or turn left into who-knows-what in the hope that there is enough of a shoulder to allow me to pass – but more likely than not I will be in the snow-covered ditch. I was indecisive. And then it felt like my hands were being forced to make a hard left turn – and before I knew it, I am whizzing past a half-dozen cars that were nearly bumper-to-bumper – and then turned back onto the paved surface that is clear of traffic! My heart was racing but was happy to have made it through the gauntlet of traffic unscathed. I said a prayer of thanks.

The funny thing is that once spring came, I drove the same stretch of highway on multiple occasions, remembering precisely where I had encountered the black ice and the string of cars. The problem was that at this spot, the highway turns to the right and there was no possible way that I could have driven on the left shoulder because there was hardly any shoulder – there was a guardrail and a steep embankment beyond that. Well, I sure didn’t encounter those on that perilous winter night!

Some would say that I was being helped by my guardian angel on both occasions. I certainly think so; or that some other being, far more powerful than I and definitely kindly inclined towards me, intervened.

And I do not consider myself to be in any way unique or exceptional. I know hundreds of people who have experienced things of a similar nature… or been saved by even more dire situations. I will share but one. I am close friends with a Sri Lankan Tamil family who were living in Colombo in the 1980s during the period of very bad communal violence between the (Hindu) Tamil minority and the (Buddhist) Singhala majority. My friend’s father told me that the night that the Singhala rioters came down the street where they lived in Colombo, there was no possibility of escape. House by house, they went, doing as they pleased, be it violence, theft, arson, or all of the above. The family closed their doors and windows, prayed, and waited for whatever was to come. They happened to have on the outside wall on the front of the house, right beside the front door, a portrait of an Indian holy man by name of Sathya Sai Baba who is known for innumerable miraculous phenomena. Anyway, the family heard the rioters open the front gate to the property and walk up the front steps. Then the leader of the rioters said to his comrades (in Singhalese): “Not this house. This family is one of ours.” And they peacefully departed the property. No mob ever came to their house again.

So, as I reflect during this Holy Week, do I think that the miracles attributed to Jesus (feeding of the multitude, changing water into wine, healing the maimed, raising the dead) to be true? Absolutely! Not only that, I believe that miraculous powers of many kinds are manifested by numerous people who have attained exalted spiritual states, as is described in the traditional lore about Christian saints and saintly personages around the world. How does it work? Well, as a mystic I am not all that concerned about the mechanics of such things; I far prefer to dwell on the glory of it all. Just the same a couple of images do come to mind. One is from electricity: current can only flow when both polarities are present: the positive and the negative. The Divine “positive” always has the “potential power” of the miraculous present; it is only when the human “negative” (in terms of humility and surrender – but also quite likely some Divine grace may also be necessary) is strong enough, will the Divine “current” flow and the miraculous occur. Another image is software related: if the whole universe is a “program” and the Divine is the “programmer”, it is possible for the Divine to rewrite some “code” briefly, which manifests in the plane of matter in the form of miracles. I can’t say if either of these images are even close to reality. To me the fact that the human body, consisting of three trillion cells organized into numerous organs and parts, is able to replicate and can heal itself more often than not, and even functions as a vehicle for consciousness and a temporary receptacle of the eternal soul, is to me, miracle enough. Or that the plants that I see outside my window while I type these words are able to wake up from a months-long sleep of a bitter winter, along with the birds, rabbits and other critters that grace my backyard with their presence. Something does not have to be uncommon to be miraculous. And I don’t seek out stories of extraordinary miraculous phenomena – but when I do hear or read of such stories, especially when they seem to be reliable, I thank the Divine for encountering yet another instance of the infinite love and compassion that the Divine manifests.

The German thinker Oswald Spangler accurately (I believe) predicted that Western society would enter a period of Second Religiosity once its age of rationality had run itself into the ground. I, and quite a few others, have noticed the tender green shoots of this Second Religiosity manifest in recent years – perhaps triggered by the abuse of power and false claims of the abuses being backed by “Science” at the start of the ‘20s. Although the hallmark of the Second Religiosity is more social than heart-felt, I do hope that some deeper aspects of religious culture, such as an acceptance of miracles, will manifest. It sure would be a pleasant change from the last many decades when we “believers in miracles” are compelled to be very cautious about voicing our beliefs in public due to the great likelihood of being stigmatized (funny word, that – given that stigmata is one seeming miraculous phenomenon). Some “golden mean” between total rejection of miracles and obsession with miracles would do some good for society, methinks.


"They're desperate: they can't eliminate the control group!"
Nigel Watson, posted December 7, 2021
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CMokTD25rBs


TRANSCRIPT

TRANSCRIBER'S NOTRES:
- YouTube provides an AI-generated transcript to which I made corrections and added punctuation.
- It seems the reason this video is still on YouTube is that Watson was careful to never use the words that might have been flagged, e.g., "covid," "corona virus," "vaccine," or "vaccinated." For covid 19 he says "divot 91," and for the "vaccinations" he uses the terms "sheep dip" and "Britney Spears." Myocarditis he calls "myo-coinciditis" and the pandemic is "you know what."
- Nigel Watson is a UK economist who taught A-level economics for many years before emigrating to Finland. He discusses his reasons for emigrating in "Why Did I Move to Finland?"
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Oe1uXFndFcA
- In a snow-covered landscape, Watson addresses the camera directly.

NIGEL WATSON: OK, a quick video for you. I suppose this was something that I wanted to say in the last one. I just need to put my glove on because it's absolutely freezing. It's about minus 15. It's quite late now, about half to, quarter to three, but there's still a bit of light below the sun. It's gone below the horizon. Anyway, yeah, not to come to talk about weather.

So why are they getting so desperate? Quite easy. They've not eliminated the control group and they needed to.

Who are the control group? They're the people so far that haven't had any of the sheep dips. And those people are in rip-roaring good health. 

In contrast, the people who've had the sheep dips some of them have been suffering from strokes, myo-coinciditis, heart attacks. A lot of these people are famous sports people so it's quite difficult for them to cover up.

On top of that you've got people who have just, you know, out of the blue started to develop cancer. 

And then you've also got people who've contracted divot 91, even though they might have been to the Britney Spears twice or three times. And you've just got a lot of people who've been Britney Speared who just seem to be suffering from one, you know, respiratory problem after another.

And as time goes on it's just going to be harder and harder and harder for them to cover this up. So this is why they needed to get, in their words, everybody on board, no one left behind. They had to eliminate the control group. 

They hope that people are going to be scared enough to want to take the Britney Spears and get rid of the control group that way, but they've not managed to do it. Because quite a lot, well, I'd say most of the people that have rejected the Britney Spears they know exactly what is going on now. They know that it's a death sentence, either a quick death or a prolonged death, and they're avoiding it.

So the powers that be know they've got to somehow extinguish this control group because the deaths are just going to mount up and mount up and mount up. Amongst those that had the Britney Spears, people are just going to notice anecdotally and they'll put two and two together, and all of these kind of nonsense stories that the mainstream put out about cold weather causing heart attacks and stuff, it's just not going to hold water. And at that point the narrative breaks completely, the spell's broken.

So that's, that's basically why they're acting so desperately, and you know, [inaudible] in some countries, Germany and Austria, making it illegal not to go to the Britney Spears. 

The problem with that, of course, as I said on the other video, is that they just end up unmasking themselves. You know, if the, if we were really in a deadly, you know, you know what, then people would, you know, be acting rationally and rushing off to get these Britney Spears without having to be coerced, you know? 

What type of person needs to be coerced with jail to take a life-saving medicine? So you know.

Time's up, they're up against it now. I don't think they'll back down, not at all. This is just going to go right to the very end now. And it will end when the vast majority of people who aren't awake do wake up. They notice people around them getting very, very sick who've been to the Britney Spears, and at that point I really don't like to say this, but I think there's just going to be a lot of anger. A lot of anger. And I think for us who've seen through all of this what we've just got to do is just keep our heads. And, you know, in my case really, whilst all the chaos of mayhem is going on, recognize that that is an extremely dangerous situation to be in and just keep a low one for a while.

OK having said that though you know I think the fallout from this is just going to go on for years and years and years and years. But the truth will will be uncovered, it's just a matter of time. 

And they can't get rid of that control group. You know, as I said to you earlier, there's no way that I'm going to be coerced into taking the Britney Spears. They've already given me their very best threat, which is, take it, we'll make it compulsory, and if you don't take it, we'll find you and put you in jail, put you in a camp.

Well, OK, fine. Your move.

You're going to have to find me first. And then second of all, the next thing you're going to have to do is, you're going to have to try and use physical force against me.

OK! So I probably will do a video tomorrow about some cultural observations about Finland but it's been a beautiful day today, and not a cloud in the sky. We've had this now for about, well, best part of a week and it's absolutely beautiful.

OK. God bless to you all.

5:12
[END]



> List of Transcriptions by Transcriber B (home page)
3-Do Not Comply
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#IRELAND+UK
#OTHER [in progress]
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([personal profile] degringolade Mar. 31st, 2026 09:10 am)
Side note, for some reason, the action of adding pictures at the top of the post seems to be getting dicey on Dreamwidth lately.  Not a complaint, just an observation.   

 


 

I went outside and read for a bit this morning.  I am re-reading John Greer’s “The King In Orange” and Chapter 4:  The Orange Sign, the coming of the Kek Wars got me thinking about what I am going to be doing when I draw the cards as described here.  As a side note, I only re-read it because I remembered the idea of sigils and wanted to research it.  

If the chaos dudettes/dudes are on the right track, what I am trying to do with each card's draw is to “charge” the card I am drawing with the subject/action that I am hoping to anticipate.  In order to do that, I need to have a clear idea of what I am asking and where the borders are that allow the question to be focused.  In a way, I can see a lot of similarities to the creation of sigils to concentrate on. That is the bread and butter of chaos magic workings.  I am considering making up a “sigil” for each of the “houses” for which I am drawing a card.  

Greer wrote about this in “the King” 

The basic working tool of common or garden variety chaos magic is the sigil, a symbolic image or pattern used to represent the intention of a magical working. Internet memes by and large make good sigils, and some of them make very good hypersigils—this is the chaos magic term for a sigil used by a group of people with a shared intention.

Maybe this will work, but I need to figure out how to come up with a symbol of some type that will allow me to tightly focus on what that “house” represents.  I am intrigued about the use of memes.  Not because I go out and search for them, but because when I run across them, sometimes they are super-funny.  It strikes me that this is the kind of thing that will encompass the whole picture of what you are trying to get a look at.

So I am going to spend some time trying to figure out what image will make a good sigil/focus to have in mind when drawing the cards.

Along with that, I have to figure out if this is even a good idea.  In lab work, a lot of the time you take techniques from another subdiscipline and file the serial numbers off and insert it into your work.  I suppose that it is the same for a lot of folks and realms.  From what I can tell in my reading, and especially in the Akron/Banzhaf book that I am reading, a lot of effort has been made doing cross references between the Qabala, Astrology, and the I Ching.  That tells me these all try to do the same thing in different ways.

As I forgot about two bananas, I will also be baking banana bread.


 
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connect the dotsWe are now well into the fifth year of these open posts. When I first posted a tentative hypothesis on the course of the Covid phenomenon, I had no idea that discussion on the subject would still be necessary all these years later, much less that it would turn into so lively, complex, and troubling a conversation. Still, here we are. Crude death rates and other measures of collapsing public health remain anomalously high in many countries, but nobody in authority wants to talk about the inadequately tested experimental Covid injections that are the most likely cause; public health authorities government shills for the pharmaceutical industry are still trying to push through laws that will allow them to force vaccinations on anyone they want; public trust in science is collapsing; new revelations are leaking out about just how bad the Covid vaccines are for human health; and the story continues to unfold.

So it's time for another open post. The rules are the same as before:

1. If you plan on parroting the party line of the medical industry and its paid shills, please go away. This is a place for people to talk openly, honestly, and freely about their concerns that the party line in question is dangerously flawed and that actions being pushed by the medical industry and its government enablers are causing injury and death on a massive scale. It is not a place for you to dismiss those concerns. Anyone who wants to hear the official story and the arguments in favor of it can find those on hundreds of thousands of websites.

2. If you plan on insisting that the current situation is the result of a deliberate plot by some villainous group of people or other, please go away. There are tens of thousands of websites currently rehashing various conspiracy theories about the Covid-19 outbreak and the vaccines. This is not one of them. What we're exploring is the likelihood that what's going on is the product of the same arrogance, incompetence, and corruption that the medical industry and its wholly owned politicians have displayed so abundantly in recent decades. That possibility deserves a space of its own for discussion, and that's what we're doing here. 
 
3. If you plan on using rent-a-troll derailing or disruption tactics, please go away. I'm quite familiar with the standard tactics used by troll farms to disrupt online forums, and am ready, willing, and able -- and in fact quite eager -- to ban people permanently for engaging in them here. Oh, and I also lurk on other Covid-19 vaccine skeptic blogs, so I'm likely to notice when the same posts are showing up on more than one venue. 

4. If you plan on making off topic comments, please go away. This is an open post for discussion of the Covid epidemic, the vaccines, drugs, policies, and other measures that supposedly treat it, and other topics directly relevant to those things. It is not a place for general discussion of unrelated topics. Nor is it a place to ask for medical advice; giving such advice, unless you're a licensed health care provider, legally counts as practicing medicine without a license and is a crime in the US. Don't even go there.


5. If you don't believe in treating people with common courtesy, please go away. I have, and enforce, a strict courtesy policy on my blogs and online forums, and this is no exception. The sort of schoolyard bullying that takes place on so many other internet forums will get you deleted and banned here. Also, please don't drag in current quarrels about sex, race, religions, etc. No, I don't care if you disagree with that: my journal, my rules. 

6. Please don't just post bare links without explanation. A sentence or two telling readers what's on the other side of the link is a reasonable courtesy, and if you don't include it, your attempted post will be deleted.

7. Please don't post LLM ("AI") generated text. This is a place for human beings to talk to other human beings, not for the regurgitation of machine-generated text. Also, please don't discuss large language models (the technology popularly and inaccurately called "artificial intelligence" these days) except as they bear directly on the Covid phenomenon. Here again, my finger is hovering over the delete button. 

Please also note that nothing posted here should be construed as medical advice, which neither I nor the commentariat (excepting those who are licensed medical providers) are qualified to give. Please take your medical questions to the licensed professional provider of your choice.


With that said, the floor is open for discussion.   
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([personal profile] degringolade Mar. 30th, 2026 08:13 am)
 Bird and suet

 


 

Good artists borrow, great artists steal.

(quoted from who the hells knows)

I have time yet to come up with the first iteration of my experimental protocol.   The first thing to do is figure out which “spread” that I will use.  This is probably going to be annoying for some folks out there, but I am considering using mundane astrology concepts to set up the spread.  

Since most tarot spreads seem to be very egocentric and most practitioners of the technique are concerned primarily with the individual rather than the collective, I think that I will go out on a limb and use an mundane astrology chart with its houses as a starting point.  I gotta thank Greer for this idea (it isn’t his idea, but his work over at his patreon site gave me the idea) because then I can compare my output with his.  This won’t be part of my method, I suppose that one could think of this as an “external control”.   

The Sun: The country's ruler.  

The Moon: the house of the folks who are trying to rule

1st House: the house of the ruled

2nd House: the house of the national economy, trade, and banking

3rd House: the house of transport and communication

4th House: the house of agriculture and resource extraction

5th House: the house of speculative ventures, the rich and famous, and the Senate

6th house: the house of public health, the work force, and the military

7th house: the house of foreign affairs and the activities of other countries

8th house: the house of foreign trade and other nations’ money and resources

9th house: the house of the judiciary, the courts, and organized religion

10th house: the house of government, bureaucracy (The Departments)

11th house: the House of Representatives

12th house: the house of spooks, nonprofits, NGO’s, health insurance, etc.

So my spread is going to be 14 cards.  Pretty middle of the road (maybe on the high side) in terms of pure number of cards with folks running on three card spreads to 21 card spreads.  

My thoughts are going to be a bit different here though.  It always kinda bugged me that you laid out all the cards at once.  I am thinking that the little ritual that is pretty bog-standard for folks in tapestry-hung rooms smelling of incense and cats, but it never made sense to me.  Why should a card which carries a symbol of a specific paradigm of thought only be allowed to attach itself to one of the things about which that you are querying.  

So, unless someone can convince me otherwise, I am thinking that I will 

shuffle the deck, while shuffling focus on my idea of what the house that I am drawing for consists of,

pull a card, 

write down the result, 

Put the card back in the deck

Shuffle the deck

Repeat until I have 14 cards written down

Just gonna ponder this method for a bit.  See what holes I can pick in it.

And for folks that have the same low taste and poor social skills as I have:

Blazing Saddles - "Rivulets Of Thought ... "  




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two trumpsIt's just past midnight and so it's time to launch a new Magic Monday. Ask me anything about occultism, and with certain exceptions noted below, any question received by midnight Monday Eastern time will get an answer. Please note:  Any question or comment received after that point will not get an answer, and in fact will not be put through.  If you're in a hurry, or suspect you may be the 341,928th person to ask a question, please check out the very rough version 1.3 of The Magic Monday FAQ here

Also:
 I will not be putting through or answering any more questions about practicing magic around children. I've answered those in simple declarative sentences in the FAQ. If you read the FAQ and don't think your question has been answered, read it again. If that doesn't help, consider remedial reading classes; yes, it really is as simple and straightforward as the FAQ says.  And further:  I've decided that questions about getting goodies from spirits are also permanently off topic here. The point of occultism is to develop your own capacities, not to try to bully or wheedle other beings into doing things for you. I've discussed this in a post on my blog.

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With that said, have at it!

***This Magic Monday is now closed and no more comments will be put through. See you next week!*** 
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([personal profile] degringolade Mar. 28th, 2026 08:11 am)
 So, I am not at all going to worry today.  It won't a lick of good. I will attempt to ignore the news (all seemingly bad) and work on simple, homely tasks interspersed with long periods of loafing.

There is nothing I can do about the mess that is approaching.  The best that I can do is ride out the storm.

I think that a great deal of my day is going to be playing world of warcraft (I need to level up my priest).

I will be making some lima beans and ham to freeze for the week (in the army of the long ago, I used to prefer lima beans and ham in my C-rations.  They were referred to as ham and motherfuckers and I could usually swap one of the other main courses for the lima beans and also get the crackers as a sweetener)

Gonna finish my coffee now.  Be well
"Vaccine Injury 210"
Covid vaccine deception andc what's next... posted September 13, 2023
https://www.bitchute.com/video/nizFusAHFCPY


TRANSCRIPT

TRANSCRIBER'S NOTES
- The bitchute page does not give the information about when and where this speech was delivered, however the show notes for a 2024 interview (for details see below) mention Briones' "remarks in Jacksonville at Culhane's Irish Pub and Restaurant from September 2023." The link given there is no longer extant. Given the background in this video, which shows the words "Irish Pub," it seems this may have been filmed in Culhane's Irish Pub, Jacksonville, FL.
- Briones stands at a podium and speaks into a microphone. The audience is not shown, but the applause at timestamp 2:35 shows it was a substantial one.


LINDSEY BRIONES: My name is Lindsey Briones. I'm 34 years old. I'm a wife, a mom, and a friend. I was living my best life, the true American dream. 

In August of 2021 I took one Pfizer covid 19 shot. Within a few hours my heart began racing so fast I couldn't catch my breath and I was as red as a lobster with hives covering my entire body.

I went to a local hospital where I was told I was having a severe reaction to the vaccine as well as SVT.[1] 

Within a 4 month period of time I went into ventricular tachycardia 7 times and ventricular fibrillation one time which resulted in a defibrillator being surgically placed in my chest to essentially keep me alive in the event I go into sudden cardiac arrest.

Now 2 long years later my red blood cells are exploding, my vessels are exploding causing strange narks across various parts of my body. I have one on my face.

My D-dimer is at 400%.[2]

Do you know how exhausting this is? My heart rate goes as high as 238 beats per minute.

I will go through at least 4 AICD devices[3] in my my chest by the time I am 85, if I even make it. Each device costs 350,000 dollars. That does not include the cost of the hospital stay, the physician cost for numerous doctors, nor anything else associated with the illness caused by this vaccine.

Again, I only took one.

I am exhausted. My body is tired, my mind is tired, my family is tired, and my husband in the back is tired. I no longer enjoy my life and I wish this rollercoaster would end. I want my life back but will live with this illness due to this vaccine.

I will never be able to ride a rollercoaster again which is one of my favorite pastimes. I can't even have chocolate nor caffeine as I go into an arrangement of various arrhythmias.

Since this vaccine my marriage is suffering, my child is suffering as I am unable to do basic, everyday things that I used to. Will I even live to see my daughter grow up or even get married? 

[Inaudible] my marriage of [inaudible] years burdensome medical visits and bills that have overrun every single aspect of our family's life.

I have lost my job due to constant absences due to my new disability. I lost my job 6 weeks ago. My regular income has now been replaced with mounting medical bills, doctor visits, pharmacy lines, and 
hospital stays

I am afraid to speak out as I know I will be harassed, sent threats, and be ridiculed for speaking out about what happened to me. I don't care. Bring it.

2:35
[applause]

I ask for your grace, mercy, support as I find my new normal and my family's new normal. I ask that you please put politiics aside and listen to our stories. Hear us. Just because you got the vaccine and are OK doesn't mean that there are those of us who have not sustained life-long debilitating health issues.

For those who are suffering silently, I urge you to join me in telling your story. We can't change the events that led us here, but we can change where we go from here.

This is the first time I am speaking out. I will no longer be silent. We will no longer be silent. You will see more of us. I urge you to stand up. I need your help to get justice for not only myself but every single one of you and your families.

Thank you.

3:29


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TRANSCRIBER'S NOTES

[1] "Supraventricular tachycardia (SVT) is a type of irregular heartbeat, also called an arrhythmia. It's a very fast or erratic heartbeat that affects the heart's upper chambers. SVT also is called paroxysmal supraventricular tachycardia."
— Source: https://www.mayoclinic.org/diseases-conditions/supraventricular-tachycardia/symptoms-causes/syc-20355243

[2] A D-dimer is a protein fragment found in the blood when a clot is broken down. "A D-dimer test is a blood test that measures D-dimer, which is a protein fragment that your body makes when a blood clot dissolves in your body. D-dimer is normally undetectable or only detectable at a very low level unless your body is forming and breaking down significant blood clots. A positive or elevated D-dimer test result may indicate that you have a blood clotting condition"
— Source: https://my.clevelandclinic.org/health/diagnostics/22045-d-dimer-test

[3] Automated implantable cardioverter defibrillator. 



UPDATE: Lindsey Briones gave an interview to Brandon Bushong, TrialSite News, posted June 29, 2024
https://www.trialsitenews.com/a/interview-with-lindsey-briones-278da8f9


> List of Transcriptions by Transcriber B (home page)
2-Injured and Bereaved Speak Out
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#ADVERSE-EVENTS:CARDIAC/HEMATOLOGIC
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